Sept 11

It’s kind of scary thinking about how people like you because of all the things they know about you and your qualities/personality etc, but you can feel yourself changing. If I’m not becoming an unkind person or anything for example, can people who care about me change their mind about caring if new traits emerge? This sounds so goofy to write out but I have this fear that if I embrace the less innocent side of me, like a fucking adult, maybe the people who love how sweet I am won’t see me the same way. I don’t think it works like that though– why my brain tells me these things are mutually exclusive. something’s for sure a little off with my perspective on this. A lil loopy rn don’t know if I’m explaining this well