i watched the waves crash against rocks yesterday and instead of the angry ocean I would normally have perceived it as, all I saw was happy water jumping in the air. when i used to hear people in the other room having sex it would piss me off but now i just feel happy for them. when i used to have crushes on people a storm inside my chest would swell bigger and bigger but this is something completely different

I don’t think there’s a more satisfying feeling than when something just fits into your life, easily and comfortably. I spent the night over 4 times in the past week and the whole thing has been a big happy giggling blur