Just listening to my parents talk to each other gives me anxiety. Every instance of it, no matter how light the conversation is it can always turn bad. Walking on egg shells even just mentally. Preparing myself for one of them to fuck up the energy. Having the freedom to get the hell out of here is going to make a huge difference I think. Tremendous, I think. There’s a time bomb waiting to go off every day and I feel it ticking in my chest at all times.