On a positive note it occurred to me that I am no longer living in the past, which is fucking huge. It just scares me because maybe this monster I’ve been is who the present me really is. I’ve got a lot of growing to do and it feels extremely uncomfortable

Always giving people what it is that I need

Loneliness will turn a person into the worst version of themselves

Imma keep watching girls cuz it’s helping me call myself out on my own bullshit haha